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I cheated on my boyfriend. I've cheated on all of my boyfriends, but this time, it was different. It was different because I actually loved him. I still love him. I didn't tell him. I continued on with everything as if nothing happened. He found out. I still denied it. I knew he it was true, he knew it was true, but I pushed it out of my mind because I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to believe that I actually cheated on someone I love. How could I? Did I ever love him in the first place? What is love? What's wrong with me? I was so disturbed by the fact that I could do that, that I actually changed my ways. I stopped partying, I deleted my twitter and facebook and just isolated myself from everyone. It just really made me evaluate myself. I'm still trying to figure me out..

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